VeryThat:

I think I have a plan! 
At least a tentative one. On top of an ultimate plan I also have some short-term things in the works that could mean I’m going to be okay. 
More important than anything related to me or my future, my decision will allow me to be there for my mom and her radiology process. 
My primary goal for the next few months is to make her life as easy and  stress free as possible.
I don’t know why I”m documenting this to the 3 people that actually read my words. Maybe I’m doing it for myself, I really don’t know. 
But I do know that I am coming to terms with the craziest decision I’ve probably ever made.